June 23, 2004

  • Boom!...and downpoured his gray gloom...


    Could the clouds be any darker than his mood?
    Could the lightening flash brighter than his anger?
    Could the thunder roar any louder than his rage?
    Could the rain fall harder than this falling-out storm?
    (I'm praying for his sunny day... amann)
    .............................................................................

    True Ebb and Flow


    His Manics Highs
    and...
    Depressive Lows
    with no...
    Barometric Pressure
    from me...
    ...................................


    I lit a candle and sat on the screamed-in porch
    During his downpour, thunder storm...
    And I felt calmed...by the windy breeze
    As I watched
    The leaf, ruffle the tree...
    And I weathered out
    His gray storm...
    And just like that...
    Snap!
    It was over...

  • Business Proposition

    you can see that
    i am priceless

    i have more soul
    than your worth...
     
    yet, you continue to lose sight
    of my valued, values...

June 21, 2004

  • Adaptations


    Exectile nipples point my way
    I must have felt the chill from you...
    Definately not
    From the first-full-day
    Of Summer
    Which was cooled
    In a rainy, gray,
    Cool way...
    .......................................................
    "But Dear"...

    i swear
    i listened
    with both ears...

    i heard your every
    cursive word
    but...

    i am not in the mood
    i don't want to hear 
    your rants and raves...

    so pass me some cotton
    to muffle my ears...
    dear...
    ........................................
    Day and Night

    ...tomorrow
    might be
    another hearing
    day
    or...
    it could lead to
    another
    night
    with no sound...
    ...........................


     

June 20, 2004

  • SUMMER SOLTICE


    I welcoME,  your warmth...
    .........................................
    I'm feeling my heat...
    If my lips asked
    For another dance...
    Would your lips
    Tango with mine?...
    .................................
    game

    I felt your eyes
    move slowly over me
    with no one around
    to referee...
    and you stole
    for my home...
    .....................................
    Prelude to a Kiss
    ...
    when eyes hold steady
    in a steady stare
    and lips speak 
    with foreign tongues...
    peer deep
    pierce deeper
    peak deepest
    ...to see me come undone...
    .................................................
    I hope everyone enjoyed, a hot summer day!


     

June 19, 2004

  • this is my mouthful!
    fuck you
    and the horse you think
    you rode in on...
    how "dare" you think
    ( in parenthesis) 
    you begin
    to know
    me...
    when the majority of your
    time
    was spent surfing...
    the waves
    splashing around
    with teen spirits...


    you don't want to (fuck) with ME
    don't be an
    idiot
    fool
    when "i" can simply
    "click"
    to be rid of you...

    when things don't go right
    with your miserable life
    don't point
    your finger
    of blaME at ME

    obviously...
    you are not used to dealing with
    strong woMEn
    that had nothing
    to do
    with the inadequacies
    of
    the outcome
    of you...

    perhaps
    "i" found your
    read/red
    words
    intriguiging...
    but  my reality
    lives a life
    that doesn't include
    you
    (as you constantly pointed out) 
    "i" think for myself...
    (my selfish indulged rule)
    and i don't give second thoughts
    to the mediocrices of you...

    you have
    bit off more
    than you can chew
    i can be a mouthful
    don't...
    MEss around with...
    well you know...
    ME

  • ...soMEtiME's
    I speak, in a foreign
    Language...

    That only my head
    Can translate,
    To my heart...


     

June 18, 2004

  • Very Interesting...

    I could listen to you talk for hours on end
    Hang myself, on your "every" word...

    I love the knowlege of the
    Knowing you...

    I had forgotten how wonderful you could be
    Thanks for taking sometime to remind...me...
    ......................................................................
     
    Now...Questions

    Will you ever
    Really listen to me?
    Hang upon my
    Knowledged words?
    Will you hear
    When I speak my truths?
    Or did you forget
    My wonders, too?
    Can we both share
    Sound on our Earth?

June 14, 2004

  • I am home
    and feel refreshed
    after my relaxed vacation...
    I have a lot to say
    and it's gonna
    take a couple of days...
    so here I go
    again...
    ..........................................


    Salt Cured Love

    I let the salt waters wash over me
    and they healed my insane mental disease
    I opened my eyes and cried saltier tears
    then I hung my soul out to dry
    and it flapped in the breeze by the sea
    ..............................................................
    The waves roll in crest of fours
    erasing the prints from timeless floors
    over and over and over they break
    from dawn to dusk crashing sweeps
    I wish I could bottle their energy
    and take it home forever with me...
    ................................................................
    Palmetto Bugs...
    is just a genteel way...
    of saying "big fucking roaches"!
    (here, in the southern, U.S. of A.)
    ..............................................................................
    Seared not Burned

    i don't care what anybody says...
    there's nothing like the feel
    of a sunny beached day...
    with the sounds of waves
    drowning all other sounds
    with the sun radiating
    timeless grounds...
    and you take a break from SPF
    to enjoy a golden vacation...
    .................................................
    See?

    I love the feel of sun on my skin
    natures, natural vitamin C
    bronzed and golden and fit to a T
    I love what the sun does for ME...
    ....................................................
    Do you love the ebb and the flow?




June 6, 2004

  • I am off to the beautiful beaches of our Carolina coast...for a week of vacation
    with my  beautiful daughters, grandchildren and dear friends...I hope everyone
    will be safe and happy and I will talk with you when I return...Love Dottie
    ..................................................................................................................................
    Like the many grains of sands
    That satisfy the strands...
    Come walking up the beach
    Out of the clear blues...

    Surround my horizons
    Hold my hand
    And walk side-by-side with me
    On timeless lands...

    Radiate with me on warm shores
    We can exhale
    Our bodies in the sea
    As we inhale the salty airs...

    Kiss me underneath
    The man in the moon
    Make love with me
    In the night cooled dunes...

    Breathe life with me
    Satisfy my fantasy
    By the deep, deep
    Sea of blues...
    .................................................
    I love you and will miss you...



May 31, 2004

  • eMbracE
    i'll hold on for dear life...
    i'll encircle me around the awe of you
    and i'll give you back forever
    to hold on, too...
    if you will proMisE with
    your heart
    and soul
    and arms...
    ...................................................
    is it me that you want to hold onto
    or the fragMEnts of MEmories?
    ...................................................
    can you see me with your eyes shut?