ba ba black sheep
have you any wool?
yes sir. yes sir
3 bags full
one for my master
one for my lane
and one for the little
whore that lives
down…
the name…

Tri…
Men…man, mann…
are you all so
not willing to try
dementia three ways
or not…nor not
because seeing is
believing and hearing
is ringing in my ears
so tri man just a little bit
harder to be the
three of you
 for me…

…here me today
nor hear me
tomorrow…mann
are you a mouse
with no ears???
are you a man with
no soul?colorized
 reds, greens, blues
plus or minus
with no colors
in between …
the descriptive you
 mann…are you a
positive or negative
red, blue or green???

…if anyone   
 were to ever ask
me…
what I wanted?
  I would say
    “to have you
in my life
forever and ever…
     ‘like’
   my past
my present
and my future”
…but those were
empty vows…
   sanctioned by
hipocrital episcopal
rites…right?
   that were never
…ever
(eye ball to eye ball)
nor seen
eye to I…

hello?
 

BOB,spelled backwards
  will always… spell
  BOB!  {BACKWARDS}
So why does Dottie
  not stand so
          BOLD ?
alone and  only lonely
spelled eittoD…?
 

mesmerized
cut down to size
don’t you
dare {double-dee-dog-dare}
fall in love with
me…
how dare you
to say such
“simple words”
with expect
for belief …
how dare you
to dismiss
the love that we once
knew, new
mesmerized
cut down to size
and believed to be the
truth…

that short burst
 of conversation
was not long enough
 to say or ask
for that matter
 anything that really
mattered…
 nor time for memory
recall…like how is
 the white crepe myrtle
and the spotted
dottied begonia
or the
star-yellowed sedum
 that crawls
your gardens floor…
 or simply
 so to speak
without eye-to-eye
 no brows raised
 how are you?

I have hummingbirds 
  and Spring is sweet
bittersweet in fact
  with green evny
and pastel blossoms
and goldfinches…
  that reminds me
of all of the awe 
  of yous’…

…I didn’t receive
an Official letter
by the date, so this
must mean that you
want to see me fall
flat on my face…
…I didn’t perceive
the potential fate…
…I didn’t see you
coming into me
time after time
after time to erase…
the Slate clean, so to
speak outloud!!!
time and time again…
taxed beyond belief
who would be interested
anyway…when redemption
was all I needed…