December 30, 2004

• I am a woman
  a one-of-a-kind
  that can read
  ( between )
  the very thin lines
  of love and hate
  with precisioned
  MEasureMEnts...
  (go figure)

  
  

  For the rest of my life
  until my dying day...
  I'll be trying
  to figure you out
  and how you fit
  into my jigsawed life
  with all of your
  puzzeled pieces that
  gived and gaved and granted
  me...
  soMEhow, internaled
  PEACEs...
  (go figure)

  
  

  I am a woman
  and yet the blackest sheep
  of two strongly ewed
  families...
  that lives
  in pictured pastures
  all alone...
  without kindred kin
  and I lea...low
  baa...baa...baa...
  with only views
  of green grass to chew
  my fat on...
  grazing 
  with a blue sky
  blazing over
  my blackest
  sheeped head...
  You may think
  "she may as well be dead"

  
  

  selfishindulgence
  of my MagnitudE...
  I am the happiest !!!
  I have ever been...
  thanks, to all of you
  and you and ME!!!
  (because you know, who all of you are
  and you know, who YOU are, too
  and I know
  who I am...
  because I had aimMEd at
  a purposed life
  that began in the year of a 1979 "you" and spilled over into a 2003 "me")
  
  I am slowly coming back to life
  so please, don't  "Pop-Pop" my bubble
  and cause me to display
  my tirade of  colors...
  the reds, blues and grays of my MatterEd days
  (that could go on forever and ever and ever)
  baa...baa...baa
  
  I am a woman
  huMANNized from aniMalEd sides 
  with a quartered century of hind sights
  and I tend to raMblE on...
  
  now...
  does this bring you up to date?
  did you even read
  into my lifes debates
  that dove deeper beyond
  my written words?
  into the wounded works
  expressed from ME
  to you?
  (go figure)

  
  

  so...
  2004...
  I'll not miss you and your
  ROLLER COASTER rides
  thru my many eMotionalEd, annalyzed sides
  ADIEU to you my annual friend (and foe)...
  
  Now, I look forward 
  to a fucking, fantastic
  carousel ride
  around and around and around...
  I am the woman that hopes
  that you and you and me
  will grasp the ring in 2005...
  (go figure)
  
  Happy New Year
  or in other words
  blah...blah...blah...
  (from a pasturiezed me)
  
  

  • 10:51 pm
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